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  • Apr 20, 2021
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*Mental Health*

April 10th 2019, I got asked, how do we stop you returning to the path you got too last week?

I didn't respond, but if I had, my reply would have been a whispered....

.

*but I've not left it yet*


April 10th, late that night my brain went nope once again, found myself on the pitch black camel trail,

a night I just wanted to walk, and forget everything, a night,

I thought my husband didn't care, assumed he was sleeping at home, little did I know a police car, police dogs and a friend from Bude were out looking for me.

I was found some where close, yet far from home, close in area, far when I was in nothing but thin PJs and bare feet,

I had no concern for my own safety.


In my mind I was OK, I didn't understand the concern,

As help didn't come, help didn't exist.

To me this was just another day on a new path,

lost and confused, yet I wasn't afraid.


🩰🩰🩰🩰🩰🩰🩰🩰🩰🩰




 
 
 

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